Life is fragile and so are we. One word, one wrong decision, the doors of our heart opened too quickly and we fall apart.

I just want you to know that I have been here all along, just waiting. Waiting for you to notice me, waiting for you to care. Waiting for you to say that you have been waiting too, waiting for you to say that you feel the same way as I do.

I’m tired of being sad. I’m tired of crying. I’m tired of feeling empty inside. I’m tired of feeling worthless. I’m tired of feeling stuck. I’m tired of feeling crazy. I’m tired of being alone. I’m tired of yelling. I’m tired of pretending. I’m tired of dreaming of a life I will never have. I’m tired of missing things. I’m tired of missing people. I’m tired of remembering. I’m tired of wishing I could start all over. I’m tired of not being able to just let go. I’m tired of faking it. I’m tired of being different. I’m tired of being angry. I’m tired of needing help. I’m tired of always wondering when God is finally going to let me be happy. Most of all, I just I’m just tired of being tired.

Y.O.U

I'm in love with the memory of you and i can't let go. You've change so much and i hate myself for even allowing myself to think that you, the real you, is still there.

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Tell me it will be OK.

I need to burn our memories. Rid myself of everything that reminds me of you. Tonight will be the last time I think of you. In the morning, you will be nothing. Everything about you will be gone. Tomorrow is a new day, nothing will ever be the same. You will be just somebody that I used to love. Nothing special. We all know that’s a lie.

Have you?

Ever heard a song from so long ago that you had so much memories tied to it and it made you cry?

And did you wish that you could turn back time and return to the past when everything was much more simpler and carefree? 

Those are the songs that are the soundtracks of our lives. They are the ones that bring back memories of our childhood, best friends, first love, first broken heart, and the many other memories that you've had, that is with you till now. 


So, have you?